Hello!

I havn't dropped off the planet! The photo uploader and I aren't getting along..PJ keeps telling me he'll try..but..ya know..

I've been working on being more patient with Molly. Won't lie...I still yell to often. But I'm trying. I went to the doctor today to talk about Post Partum Depression. There are no meds he can give me that won't affect the breast milk so I'm waiting on those. Until I decide I need them or just give up on nursing I've been givin a strict diet and told to exercise like crazy for all the endorphins! I'm on the right track!

These last few weeks have been BRUTAL to a girls emotions! I found out my very near and dear wonderful amazing friend Cassie is moving! I'm so sad for me, but excited for the Jones family and their new adventures! I know we will be able to stay in touch and they aren't moving TO far away, weekend trips will be possible and fun! Also, my grandma is dieing. She has been for a while and we've reached the end. I cried and sobbed and felt bad on Friday, and now every time I see her is just a bonus few minutes. I'm sad for my dad and for me and my kids, but I'm glad she will soon be with Heavenly Father and her mom and she'll be happy and healthy and just 10000% better. I'm also grateful that we're sealed to her so I will be able to see her again. It will seem like a while to me, but in the gist of things it won't be long at all. I love my Grandma very much and I am VERY grateful for all she has done for me and my family.

PJ is still goin on like PJ does. Gettin' through school and work and dealing with his wacko wife and our great kids!

Molly. Poor Poor Molly. We took her to the ER last Sunday for severe SEVERE stomach pains. It was super sad and scary to watch her little "fits" finally after an xray and some blood tests it was decided she was just extremely constipated! Poor girl! We have been struggling with this her whole life. They gave her an enema which she hated and it seems to have cleaned her out! She is now on a regime of miralax..half a cap full in 8 oz of liquid every day. That seems to be working wonders.

Benson is just fun and cute and fat. He's rolling from stomach to back and HATES it. It annoys him so much! it's SO funny. He especially hates it when he does it during nap and/or bedtime. He just gets this look of frustration..it's really funny!

Well, as soon as I can figure out the stupid picture thing I'll get some of the great pics we have up loaded!